I am officially living in a world without earthly signs or direction. It's become pure ambition... vanity? Would living one's life be vanity? To live. After you've given up self ambition. Survival insticts and direction make living a little bit more fun. Trying to listen to my soul. Sometimes I feel weightless. Almost like an angel. Like I'm indestrucable or something. We, everyone should feel like this in life. So is it a must for survival... Or is spiritual enlightenment a choice?
One thing I do know, I hate being ugly. More than just physical, but mentally as well. Okay, maybe not ugly... but in my head I can be quite fierce. AND if you diss my boyfriend it's the quickest way to lose my friendship. That's why I have no friends.
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