The only thing keeping me sane these days has been cooking. I really love to cook. If I only had more money or time to do it. I thoroughly enjoy and it keeps my attention. I barely sit at the computer anymore, much less watch television. And if I'm just not inspired by anything in life at the moment then its extremely hard to come up with a piece of art that I am happy with.
Its driving me nuts being at home. I think I'm going to escape to Austin for the next few days. Theres nnothing going for me out here. My job is shit hours, I dont have a boyfriend (except for the one I adore from a far), and my parents wont let me out of the house to go do anything except job hunt and buy groceries... So once again starts the crazy cycle.
About the only thing left in texas is to get married, have kids, and get fat. I dont think I'm ready for that. No way, no sir, no how... This is why I have to leave. FREEEEEDOM!
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