9/27/2010

I looked at myself in the mirror today and said, "Oh, what a cute little boy in drag..." I feel like this alot but I laugh because I find it funny. I think it was just because my lipstick had turned a deep mauve color instead of a rustic dark red. I wiped it off and went back into the orientation I was attending for hair school. I'm home now and I'm left pondering todays events. While one side of my brain says that one must take care of ones self before taking care of others the other side of my brain says that one should take care of others before caring for oneself. I'm in search of this common ground in life or perhaps coming to a final belief system that I can agree upon for myself. I'm sure i'll figure it out, day by day.