05/17/2011

Im in a piss poor mood. I just snapped at my dad. I said "Hey, I just got a free piano!!! I'll make room for it in my room" and he says "Why dont you use your mom's keyboard before getting a piano" and I said, "No way dad, I've played keyboard before... theres a huge difference!" and he stares at me and says "No no no, we had piano growing up... you should probably just play your mom's keyboard." and I said, " YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. Theres a huge difference in the way and feel that you play a piano, and it's completely different from a keyboard." And then he kept quiet. I think that almost made him cry. And now I feel like shit for snapping at him. I hate arguing, much less with my dad. I have so much frustration and anger built up towards him... towards life. Sorry dad. Didn't mean to snap, just thought you knew new me better. Or knew the difference in playing keyboard from piano.