05/05/2011

Im hoping that all the nights Ive locked myself up in my room. My room in my parent's house, crying, eventually pays off. My biggest fear is that it wont and Ill have wasted my youth and freedom. Im 25 and I feel 40. Im more accomplished than themajority of people I know and I cant begin to describe how much I hate myself for it because I feel like I cant relate to 99% of people around me. Guess ill get over it and move on. However, im not as accomplished as I want to be. For that matter Im no where close to where I need to be to be happy. Truth.