06/22/2011

I've decided that I should start writing down my dreams. Mainly when they are interesting or if I feel they have some sort of meaning. Here we go... last night it felt like this dream lasted the entire night from the time I fell asleep to the time I woke up, even after sleeping through my alarm: I had rekindled my friendship with my old best friend Erin, it seemed like she was living across the street from me in a huge house. Kind of with her family but in a seperate house. Or maybe she just financially supported them. Not sure. But she had become divorced Lesbian who caoched a prestigious cheerleader coach for some really good sports team who made alot of money. We were older and somehow Josh was working for her. Valley or maybe as an assistant. Dreams are foggy like that sometimes. Erin and I were together alot and it seemed like Josh was constantly around watching us. It seemed like he was annoyed and wouldn't talk to me, kind of ignoring me. But I could tell he didnt have a girlfriend so I was still hopeful when I was around him. Then suddenly Erin kissed me and asked if I was serious about starting a relationship. This through me for a loop and I didn't know what to think. Although I remember loving the feeling that she was serious about being with me and had forgiven me and wanted to love me again. I woke up smiling and feeling really weird.