5/17/2010

I can't listen to his music anymore... not right now... it just makes me cry. It usually will make me happy. But its too good. Its just too perfect. I dont want to talk about it anymore. All I want are answers. To know the truth. To know that I am right or wrong... and not to be left to go crazy. Not bull shit cover ups or excuses. I am tired. I know that I am not crazy and I do not want to be medicated. Thank you. I am a beautiful child of God who desrves more than what is presented in front of me in life at the moment.