4/14/2010

The first and only time I have ever sung an Aladdin song, I ruined what could have been the greatest opportunity of my life. I was afraid of getting hurt again and maybe so was he. It's been atleast 3 years since that night and I'm still kicking myself for it. I got up and went to work the next day like normal, hoping that he would call and repeat what he had said the night before about how he was done dating other girls, how they were all stupid and how he thought it was time for us to try our relationship again. But he didn't call... months went by... still didn't hear from him... I soon turned 21 and that's when I really started drinking.