6/30/2010

The spritual, mental, and physical tie between my family and I is absolutely killing me. Being expected to sit at home is just about impossible to do every night. Its left me feelings of selfishness and confusion due to the fact that I can't get a job and I believe its more than just the fact that I am not qualified, I know that I am qualified for everything that I have applied for! And I know that I am worth more than a minimun wage salary! Doing what I thoroughly love and enjoy in life is what I am striving for, however, family politics are keeping that dream from becomming a reality right now.