My finances are upside down. Im driving a car that I feel is bit rediculous and stuck in a contract of which I feel the monthly payment is way too high. Should have thought about that before signing the papers, right? It brings me down. At the same time I had to have a car and $2,000 to pay my way out of court fees and this DWI course that the state mandated I take in order to finish out my probation. The dealership where I got my car was the only place around that would give cash upfront and allow me to walk off with a new car. Wish I hadn't of done that. A used car would have suited me just fine. Or even maybe a different dealership would have given me a cash loan upfront? AH, my Dad's got two broke ankles and I hate asking him to have to take off work to help me out... or even having to walk around long distances. He's an electrician and when he was younger working on the telephone poles missed his step, wasn't wearing the safety harness and fell off from the very top and landed on both feet crushing his ankles. Several surgeries and metal bolts implanted to hold them together, they still aren't working right. Drives me and my Mom crazy.
So yea, needless to say my finances are out of control right now. I still owe to keep my license legit and I can't even afford car insurance for the damn thing, much less the actual car payment itself.
Still living at home, I've been doing lots of freelance makeup work, weddings, photo shoots, etc. Still collecting unemployment. Trying to figure shit out.
Last week I sang my first real show with a friend of mine from highschool. His songs are really good. We harmonize pretty well. A couple of my friends came out. It was at one of my favorite clubs which I go to quite frequently. It was pretty cool. I still need to sing louder though.
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