7/10/2010

Josh isn't the same person anymore. I barely recognize him. This makes me scared. I guess he thinks I'm crazy. I dont think he can handle my love for him. I think it freaks him out. I dont know. Maybe I am crazy. Haha. Or maybe not! But it makes me sad that I can barely recognize him. In all means of being able to recognize someone of whom you cared deeply for. Or still do care deeply for without becoming obsessive. I dont know what you think about love but I find that true love has to be a bit obsessive. He says he doens't know what to expect out of me, he doesn't know which "hollye" he'll get. Well thats how I feel about him. How can you truely love someone who you dont know? Is it something you learn or is it instilled in the person who are to become? Who you are constantly becomming. Kinda like a ripe peach...